decision making and balance

i'm really considering just dropping school and doing photography full time.
i want to move to los angeles and do acting and photography.
school is just losing it's interest to me, i literally have to dig up the interest to pay attention in class anymore. i don't do any work, my rarely do homework. i just can't be bothered. i feel like i could be living my dreams right about now. acting and doing photography.
school's really holding me back..
i was kinda forced into sixth form just because i got the grades to get in.
i don't know. i want to do big things but i'm restricted to this small island and this small school with small minded people.
god forbid if i ever consider dropping out of school.
the fucking apocalyspe would ensue in my house.
but i'm such a people pleaser and trooper, i have no choice but to do sixth form and go to university in london since that's where the fam is moving to.
i hate feeling held back from going forward with my dreams.
that's the worst feeling. feeling hopeless. obligated. having no choice.
i really do have to balance school and doing the movie in june and photography.
i need balance more than ever.
i have some serious decision making to do.
i think, i'll just go through with sixth form, seeing as i have this innate need to finish what i start.
but, instead of going straight to uni, i think i'll go to l.a. for the summer.
and see if it's where i want to be. then go up to london in the fall. and see if there's where i want to be.
because at this point, i just don't know.
i've never been so confused and unsure before.